Dat what i couldn’t complete…..
June 5, 2010 in Memoirs by Alice :)
Yesterday i was called up on to share my college life experience….When i stood up and walked past the audience on to the front , lots of memories came flooding….I walked upfront ……stopped….. and looked around…… I saw a lot of faces , some of them were my friends, best friends and there were few whom i knew only by their name. …..I started……..I started with the dreams i had about college life before the past four years…………..But i couldn’t complete that one line……….not even that one single line……..and it was then that i realised that the past four years were much more than what i ever dreamt of…………That was the most beautiful dream i have ever seen………In that flash of a second i realised that no more i would be able to see the crowd, the whole batch , that was then around me……The fun is lost forever…..The nick names , the mischieves , the fests, everybit of it ..every!…is over…I wanted to continue….But I choked up….My eyes were filled … and i moved back , …heads down i walked to the chair that was lying empty behind my best friend….I sat there….wiped the drops of tears that were streaming down. …She , my best friend didnt even turn back ….and it was then……then i realised what i have lost…..i lost it….the most precious one….
Entammo, this is pretty heavy for me. Anyways, Time is a great medic. He will fix it along the way.
In fact, every moment in life is unique, we never get any of those back. But we feel that we would get some of them back, but no, each one is separate.
heavy? as in ?
Heavy as in ”Entamme.. Enne kollunne”
hehe…okai..innalathe hangover inte purathe ezhuthiyathaa